Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Death

death


silences the cries of a child


topples down those in the pinnacle of their lives


gracefully accepted among the aged



death


the fear of most


from ancient times until the endless future


attemps to conquer death


futile aspirations


death


creeps crawls slithers


its presence


hardly ever predicted




death is here

Medical Check-up

I went for a medical check-up at Miri City Medical Centre (MCMC) yesterday, just so i could get the form filled for my entry to uni. Twas a last minute decision, 'cause dad says it's nearer. And so, off i went, in full anticipation, to have my very first chest x-ray. Muahahaha

What was truly unexpected of that visit to MCMC, was that i found Dr Kenny Lee Kian Yee, the Most Outstanding Youth of the Year (2007) (at the 3rd AYA Dream Malaysia Awards). This was my first reaction when i say him:

you.... you... you're the AYA... AYA guy right??

UGH, talk about professionalism, it was so lame now that i think back about it... EEsh! embarass myself for eternity~~~

Anyways, Dr Lee's from Kajang. And now, alternates his weeks between Long Lama and Miri, EVERY WEEK=change location. And his wife is Kayan!! ain't that cool!! anyways, what i learned about him was that he actually planned to specialize in the buka ppl's body area one, but he also had the passion for his poems. And then, there was all this dillema about what to do. But in the end, he gave surgery the chop and fly here to sarawak. And now, considers Miri=part time work.
Cos he does his work for free one when he's in Long Lama. WAH... how many ppl do you actually know that is so wei da right... and so, he gets to earn SOME money, help ppl in the rural areas, plus writing!

O.o woooooooo

Anyways, he gave me a thought or 2 regarding medicine- That studying medicine is exruciatingly tough on your mind, but you'll enjoy the pain. Muahahaha!
or maybe something along those lines lah.....

Then i got to learn about the normal position/size of the heart, what happens when 'this and that' is different, learn whr the lungs are by looking out for the bronchioles, what diseases that can be seen from xrays (fibrosis smtg??), the gender of the patient
(by seeing whether boobs are present!! i forgot to ask how to see if a female has a flat chest/ fat males of those filled with so much oestrogen that they may have boobs??)
More along the general path, nothing really specific like ALL THE NAMES OF THE DISEASES??

anyways, twas great fun. Cool first medical check-up to have, if you ask me!
:P

Monday, September 8, 2008

i'm confused. are you?


Letter dated 29 august 2008

Remark: This offer is only valid if.................. on or before 12 noon on 2 September 2008


Letter reaches skynet (courrier company) on 3 September


Reaches my house: Monday, 08 September 2008


confused, no?

Realization

I was lying on my bed, couldn't get to sleep for some reason or another
Or maybe i was just putting into deep thought some of those fleeting lil pieces that slip through your mind once in a while


I realized
I really do want to go to aimst after all
even more badly than imu

I realized
that i'm looking forward to 'that' day more and more
even if it means leaving before the mid autumn's festival



I realized
I actually think quite a lot more than i thought i usually do
now that i'm putting some of it into words

I realized
Some things in life that happen are REALLY what The Lord wills for us to have
and that what we mere beings think/do
we will not be able to fight what He has prepared ahead of us

I realized
that it is truly Him that knows us the best
for sometimes
we ourselves do not



He made me see
the transition from primary to secondary education
and how i eventually came to love it



He made me see
how i had yearned to be strong
and went such a long way
for my pre-university education



He made me see
how aimst is what i truly want

There might be toil and turmoil yet to be endured
There might be obstacles yet to be overcome
There might be storms yet to be subdued
There might be ...

He made it all clear
that MY mind was already set on it
right from the beginning



Lord
is this what You want me to see?